Stressed.

Band, band, band. Ughhhhh!!! So, like I said before. I finally realized that band is not my passion anymore. I mean, I suck at the solo, can't remember the music and don't know any drill. I feel like a complete idiot. We get on the field and I learn the drill then the next day they add more and I can't even remember the day before's drill. I just don't know. I don't belong anymore. It's kinda depressing. I miss Joe Pecsi, he's normally there before i get there but leaves right after i do get there. We switch. He plays my solo when i'm not there and he's soooooo happy. I think I'll just let him play it. Sounds better than me... anyway.